The emotional roller coaster starts. I always said I would never have another dog and then we got Luna for my mum.
She said we should get another dog, the house is empty and we can offer a nice home. I totally agree they are great company, love unconditionally, become part of the family etc etc but they are also a tie, a worry, hard work and expensive if things go wrong, kennels etc. But, we could give another rescue dog a chance of a happy life. So I looked on the internet. I was a bit happier. We could help another dog.
But, I really shouldn't have looked, it was much too soon. I didn't like any of them. They were not Luna and I couldn't see another dog running round our home so soon. I am nowhere near ready, I miss Luna so much.
Email to friend, again.
Monday, 25 November 2019
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| What are the odds of 3 Luna's in a row? |
Mum is talking about getting another dog for company and because the house is so empty. Lee and I talked about it and I was even looking at all the strays on-line but none of them called out to me and I just ended up crying because I don't want any of them. Plus 3 in a row came up one was called Lee Lou, then Luna then Luna Moon. Mum and me used to get mixed up sometimes and call out for LuLee when we wanted one of them. I am definitely not ready for another dog, maybe a lot later we can decide and discussed it again. Now I keep thinking he is trying to contact us and that he hasn't made it the Rainbow Bridge. Going to contact Lee's sister as she is a medium and helps guide others on the other side. What a mess I am.
Lee's sister called today. Lee answered and couldn't really speak but the message was amazing. Luna is fine and is with his mother. It didn't sink in at first but she meant his doggy mum. I would never have thought of that in a million years. I really smiled. This has helped me so much. When I am down which is most of the time, I will think of him happy again with his mum. He was a rescue dog so I am so pleased he found his mum again. More tears.
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