Day 10 of Losing our Dog

RIP Luna, we love you.

We still miss our Luna so much. The crying is getting a little less if we don't talk about it or think about it too much, but Luna is still on our minds every minute of the day. I was watching a film last night and had to keep rewinding because I had no idea what was going on. My mind just wanders off to Luna and how much I miss him. We all do. I still have no motivation, the house is still empty. He had such a presence even when he was asleep.

Mum keeps asking me when the new dog is coming and I keep repeating the same things to her. She isn't usually this bad but I can see how much this is affecting her too. She now has a stinking cold on top of it all.

The lady from the greyhound rescue called yesterday they are having a Santa's fundraising next Saturday and a couple of the greyhounds we were interested in will be there. I have said we will go. This will be a great opportunity to meet the dogs informally and I can have a chat to the lady who is currently fostering the one we are really interested in. I am really in two minds about this. I didn't want another dog yet and maybe never, but I know I will fully commit to it and will again, love it with all my heart. The new dog will probably outlast my mother and I am okay with that. It will be good to see if both Lee and myself have a bond. I am pleased that it is a week away and I can try and forget about it until the time. I still want to think about Luna and the good times. **Update** I have just found out that greyhounds may chase/kill sheep. Can't risk it where we are. There are 2 fields of sheep adjacent to us and we back on to a Llama field that has babies. Even though we have a 6ft enclosed area it is not fair on the dog or us to have to watch his every move. Here we go again.

I planned on this being the last post but if we have a new addition I will share this with you.

For now though, Rest In Peace our lovely Luna Dog.